January 2012
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i close my eyes and i see your face.
i see you there…….
its raining! finally!!! i love winter weather. sitting on my bed with my laptop on my lap, listening to music, looking out the window waiting for it to start raining again. the clouds casting a dark sky. love it. and i think there might be thunder or maybe its the wind, or it could be a loud car on a near by street haha. feeling tired today. my mind has been running. got home late this morning (I...
“Sometimes my heart grows weak.”
currently not in the mood to fight. i have no energy to fight for your attention, to talk to you, to spend time for you.
stop making promises you cant keep. stop making promises you dont want to keep. that you have no intention of keeping. why do i even put up with this. why do i care.
you aren’t the only one who has “stuff” going on at home. or “stuff” going on...
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“the people who want to stay in your life will always find a way.”
relevant. Extremely relevant.
I woke up and was reminded right away that you are no longer in my life. But it’s your choice. Maybe it just for some time. Maybe it was a mistake. I don’t know because I dont know what you are thinking, what happened or what is going on.
But I was reminded of it by my dream I woke from. I was just reminded by a photo I saw on my dashboard. I guess I’ll be constantly getting...
I hate when things go wrong. When things go bad. All of a sudden nothing is the same you don’t know why. You try to think back and find a reason fir why these events are taking place. What is the cause. Did I do something wrong? Was it something I said, or didn’t say? Why are you gone?
confused. A little hurt. Upset. Throw in more confusion.
What is going on.
that moment when you realize your cheeks hurt. and its because you’ve been smiling. =]
Last night I signed up for my audition the CSUF music department. I still haven’t heard if I’ve been accepted by CSULB, but I think I’ve decided on Fullerton anyways. I feel like I have soooo much to do before my audition. It’s soon then I thought it was going to be. At this point in time I am no where near ready. I’m a little terrified to be quite honest. I have to...
